Tuesday, 03 June 2008
& i promise, one day...
you'll regret losing me.
friendship is when you can say one word,
and crack up & no one else
will ever understand.
sisters at heart
partners in crime
don't take life seriously,
no one gets out alive anyways.
you can say anything about me you please,
but i am what i am
& that's something you will never be.
we're not sarcastic-we're hilarious
we're not annoying-we're just cooler then you
we're not bitches-we just don't like you
& we're not obsessive-we're just bff
date like a man so
you don't get played
like a betch.
missing someone isn't about how
long it's been since you've seen
them last or the amout of time since
you've last talked... it's about that
very special moment when you're doing
something and you wish that they were
right there with you <3
& i promise, one day... you'll regret losing me.
& you'll think back and say,
damn, that girl really did love me...
so i'm basically your average teenager;
my hair never goes the way i want it to,
my room can't stay clean for more then a day,
& there's this guy i'm absolutely crazy about.
i'll ignore every one of them,
because the only one i want is you.
kiss me like you mean it,
'cause i've got everything to lose.
i missed 11:11 by one minute
last night. i guess that's fate's way
of telling me that you're just not
worth wishing for anymore
truth or dare?
truth;; tell me how you feel.
dare;; proove it.
so that's why i cry myself to sleep
iloveyou but it's
& these are the last tears i will
cry for you. you're not a part of
me anymore, just someone i think
about every day.
& i don't have the nerve to fight
with him 'cause i'm too scared
to lose him. but i'm too stupid to
see that he's already gone..
he whispers that he loves her,
but she knows it's just a lie;
something to pass the time.
take my hand & we'll walk across the
slippery ice. i promise we'll make it.
but if we don't. we'll fall together
you never get over it,
you just get to the point where
it doesn't bug you anymore.
it'f be better for me to
forget you. but honestly,
i dont want to.
you look shocked to see my scars.
what, did you think i could handle
it? if you did, then sweetie you don't
know me at all. these smiles are fake.
just another lie people bought. you would
never know the disaster that's behind them.
proove to me you're worth the risk,
& trust me boy, i'll fall.
you still mean everything to her.
you're just not worth the fight anymore.
if this is what you want,
i'm fine with that. but please
don't ever come back.
you had your chance.
it doesn't matter how long you've
known him, if he's kept you smiling
since day one,
don't let him go.
i'm a slut because i wear shorts & a tanktop.
i'm a bitch because i don't let you push me around.
i'm a liar because i wont tell you everything.
i'm stupid because sometimes i'm wrong.
i'm ugly because my face isn't perfect.
i'm a whore because i like boys,
i use people because i do what's best for me.
i'm fake because most of the time i'm happy.
i'm weird because i'm not like you.
i'm controlling because i get mad sometimes.
i'm clingy because i like to be around people,
i'm greedy because i like to be satisified.
i'm naive because i'm younger then you.
i'm conceited because i'm proud of who i am.
i'm rude because my manners aren't perfect.
i'm unappreciative because i don't praise you.
don't try to tell me who i am, because i already know.
understand this okay? i absolutely,
positively, cannot be the only one falling
head over heels in this relationship.
it has to be mutual.
all night long i layed in the grass & listened
with my headphones to the saddest songs.
no one knows that everytime i see you,
i aim for my wrist. like i was going to cut it.
slice. so i could feel a different kind of pain.
he was something worth tripping over,
i just didnt know i'd fall so hard...
don't forget about the songs that made
you cry, or the ones that saved your life.
she sit's alone, crying on her bed, wishing
& wondering what on earth she did to
deserve this pain.
you say i'll never find anyone like you?
really? i'll never find another horny, lying,
heartbreaking teenage boy? good. i didn't want
one of those anyways (:
did you ever notice that there is
always one line in that certain song
that always stands out, and reminds you
of that one person you can't forget?
now the sky is turning bluee, the stars
disappear one by one as the day light is nearer.
& yes, you're in my head, but that doesn't make you here.
you're the one i miss the most.
we we're just 2 kids with a whole
lot of love for eachother, and a
whole bunch of things in our way.
the first time you fall in love, it changes your
life forever & no matter how hard you try,
the feeling never goes away.
i'm a fragile girl & he broke me.
sometimes a person has to let go because
their heart is just too tired of holding on.
they'll always love you though, no matter what.
the saddest thing in the world is
loving someone who used to love you...
no girl is stupid enough to love you like i do.
the was this little part of me,
saying "hold on;; it's not over yet."
everyone hates hearing about you. && all
my friends call me stupid for wanting to be with you,
they tell me i can do so much better. but no body
understands how much i truely care for you.
she says she's fine, but she's going insane.
she says she feels good, but she's in a lot of pain.
she says it's nothing, but it's really alot.
she says she's okay, but she's really not.
yeah, i'm over you. but i still have you on my
buddy list, and i still smile when you sign on...
destroy me, one last time
yes, i'm stupid enough to fall for you,
but you're cruel enough to let me.
she tells you she's perfectly fine when she's
falling apart inside && she just wants someone to
reach out & say "you're not okay"
everyone tells me "OMG just get over him!"
so what am i supposed ot do? just wake up
one morning stop loving the guy i could
never imagine living without?
i've accepted that we can't be, but i've also
accepted that you're going to be that one person
i carry with me for the rest of my life, the one that's always
going to make my heart jump a little & my stomach tie up in knots.
& you'll always be able to make me happy. no matter how
long it's been.
she doesn't know what she wants anymore.
all she knows is who she wants.
& it's the boy who doesnt want her back.
not even those big sunglasses can hide the pain
in her eyes.
& she wonders what it is about her,
that isn't good enough for him...
i can't talk to you anymore.
it's not that i'm mad at you, it's just that ...
wheneer i talk to you i realize
how much i love you & when i realize
that we can never be us again.
i avoid your eyes so you wont see me lie when i say
that i don't love you & i don't miss you. 'cause
it's funny how my eyes don't seem to sparkle anymore...
...ever since you left
in these tears and in these fears,
you're the only thing i can think of.
& the thing about you is,
you're fun. you make me laugh,
& you make me feel so much more
to fall apart,
nothing tastes sweeter then what i can't have.
love will make you happy, love will make you
cry. love will make tears fall, when your love says
in my silence, i adored you.
you gave up the only one that ever loved you.
she looks at [insertxnamexhere]
like i still look at you. she's in love with the boy.
& even if they have to run away,
she's gonna marry that boy someday.
it seems like everytime
my motives are all wrong.
sometimes i wonder if you ever think of us.
& what happened between us,
or what never happened.
sometimes i just have to wonder...
& she says that he didn't plan
to fall in love with her,
but maybe love's something
you can't plan.
i never wanted to say this,
& you never wanted to stay.
i put my faith in you,
[so much faith]
and you threw it all away.
i realize that over all,
you weren't really worth it.
there were moments with you that
made me really happy
but most of the time,
you just shut me out.
that's why i'll try to get over you
we might've had something really
great, but i guess we'll never know.
i'll never forget the good times,
but i'll also never forget that
you hurt me more then any boy
i've veen caught up in the middle.
i've been caught up in dispear.
out of the confusion; the static &
noise, you've got my attention.
you make me wanna live.
love can tear you apart, it can kill you.
but if you're lucky it can put you back
i want to be the girl who's picture you
bring to collage & when you're looking
at it, your boys ask who that picture is
of, & you say " this is the girl i was telling
you about. she's the one i love"
stupid summatives ;\
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